Ling was born in the late seventies, is a lovely, obedient sensible girls, from primary to junior high school, is the darling of the teacher, Ling's childhood was full of happiness, love singing, love to dance,Discount UGG boots, outstanding achievements, which the teacher does not love it? size of the school cultural activities are hosted by her, when really a happy little angel. small rise early, but did not qualify for county focus on secondary schools, disappointment, pain, low self-esteem in high school to enter the town.
three years in that school is still the darling of the teacher, share remained lively and naive. At that time, there Many of the boys expressed a favorable impression of her, but what is love it, she is that kind of look at each student's, no special, too young, do not even know what love is, but also talk about what means what ?
九四年 in the examination ended, Ling once again feel disappointed that he really did my best, reading is so serious, it homework late at night, before dawn Beiqishubao go to school, but still No one can be admitted to the County, the focus in a fraction of a second key difference is admitted. on or not on? family are anxious, then, in rural areas, a girl, petite, hand-not to mention shoulder can not be back, if the high school, after three years did not go to college, and that this way of life and how to get it?
Ling's uncle, a sixties college students, Ling's father had to give up reading and support the brother, at this time made her comments, read a secondary school to attend was then that they learn the key provincial college. Although Ling would like high school, although Ling would like the university entrance exam, However, in that case, no choice of light into the provincial school for the future, do not bother to find work, as is the future home of the glass can go back to work. Who knows, everything is here to ling history of change ... ... by their parents to the school side of the Minjiang River, the Ling began a four-year college study career. entered a strange city, into a strange school, contact with unfamiliar teachers and students, everything is like in a dream. from all the students were very curious about who, together with Ling, who was a late entry (admission to the Ling almost did not notice the hands, missed several days) , we soon realized, while Ling, a person's memory in mind particularly bad people, but spent a whole semester to remember all of the students.
Forty-five students in class, but Only thirteen girls, secondary school life is relaxed and comfortable, the test to pass only of trouble, we all seem to put down as a big burden, enjoy the enjoyment of life. Ling's side are still around different kind of eyes, which she is clear, had entered the school, the family asked for thousands urged million can not fall in love, so Ling is the same for everyone, but with a class at that time the boys went out to play in Chongqing once, was said to be in love, really do not understand oh. (in many years later, the boys have worked extremely hard to work the land to the ling of the city to find her, that means he was really like her . But then you know what is love?)
if rain that afternoon, if that afternoon she went out to play with others, if not so boring that afternoon, they will not be dragged to play Ping table tennis, would not have met him, everything is doomed, as the same, everything is doomed ... somewhere ... have lamented fate.
day, they both are ping-pong table fight of life and death.
two days, the third day, ... ... always loose in the table tennis table to see the figure, laughter is always echoing in the court ... ...
with you! encountered loose, the pitch, skating rink, he always smiled and said hello with Ling, and Ling's heart has not calm ... ...
You also ... ... . he was very embarrassed to Ling aside and then quietly handed me a movie ticket, br> for the first time together with their favorite movies, Ling's heart fluttered, what has put the film do not care, and care about is the person sitting beside. sometimes secretly turned his head, secretly looking at the the side of his handsome, occasionally, he turned his head and two pairs of looking at, really hard to describe the feeling of my heart. adolescents that secretly Qingsu stirring in my heart ... ...
after watching the film two people spontaneously walked outside to the school, slowly walking in the street, who also embarrassed open, let him holding her hand slowly walked in the street ... ...
In this way, they started a Sentimental first love. love Sentimental reason is that it's premature now! but that time is the happiest time of Ling, the kind of an innocent love, after many years are can not find the. campus dance floor, leaving the pace of their joy; the park, leaving the shadow of their happiness; Minjiang the edge, leaving footprints of their countless ... ...
that time, His only her eyes, at that time, her eyes only to him. She was his happiness to joy, worry and sorrow for him, and she for him and ignoring him, ignoring the attention of all beside. He is a narrow-minded people who see her boys will be angry to speak, so she seldom attendant in the boys played, we joke, only his circle of her, (so that in later years, the students hate about her a little iron Chenggang that do not). monthly cost of living is also used shared, can not count the first time, they jointly owned. At that time, she was happy, very often, he would call for her meals, winter, He knew her hand to students frostbite, would help her wash the quilt, the first bunch of flowers, that he sent. Ling memories has allowed him to point one is not careful to make their apple hands bloody. Now that I think these things, as if just yesterday happened.
than lovers were among the most difficult. In those years, the two holidays a year, letter is their emotional bond. His strong bold font filled with concern and care for her; her graceful small font full care of him and miss. then a thick stack of letters and photos are the feelings of the witness. (Unfortunately, it was only to destroy them all was , alas!)
Ling, a year older than the loose, one year earlier than the school song, of course, also graduated from a year earlier. For questions upon graduation, as many lovers as they are discussed the. has also been concluded.
Ling graduated in that year, is about to go to work in the summer of that year, they went back to the home of pine, Guangyuan Cangxi, a very remote mountainous areas, by car from Chengdu to get there, take a full twelve hours. in the car, they talked and laughed, full of vision for the future. twelve hours by car is also nothing out.
in his home, she received a warm reception, and his parents are good people, stay in his house a few days, but also very happy very happy. and then there is the separation of happiness when a week later, Ling to go back to work, to meet the new life. They were reluctant, no one thought that were destined to break up.
way in return, Ling a person sitting in the car, Yiyewumian, thinking about the past , thinking about now, but also thinking about the future. a person in the car, quietly, and makes a thought ... ...
Ling just set foot on the job is serious, responsible, she simply never thought about the relationship between the factory is so complicated, time, and she in the factory learning quality, and quality lack of people, called her on a month to change classes, that is, the kind of three shifts. And Song, also in school studying the, they still rely on letters to convey a feeling. However, the fate of the fun of people is often the case. a company to the school, recruiting, and he was on the candidates, but is far in Shenyang at that time, Song called ling, but Ling was the night shift, went home early to work, even without contact, this way, a person sitting in the train ran loose in Shenyang, a place where ice and snow. thoughts in letters to convey ... ...
in that year, Ling's sister back, then,UGG boots, Ling made a decision to go with your sister, Guangdong another try. First, go to pine for the future, and second, she also wants to enlighten me out of the world. that this decision, and destroy everything, or is this decision will not end it!
Then he accused her of not waiting for him at home, good, and she accused him go quietly, Shenyang. Boundless, Temptation is everywhere, I am true to his feelings in this. first, they are often written correspondence, with contact, slowly, everything began to change. time and space,UGG shoes, two people really can change, and this saying is not wrong at all. He does not write to her, and she tried to call to his aunt, and asked him the situation, it seems, is not enough to loose heart, because the home phone Ling Song has been known In the past few years, and yet never made a phone call to say hello.
by the suffering in Guangdong where there is no need to speak to the.
In 2000, Ling returned to home, but this time, loose even a telephone call, said he was studying in Xi'an. At the moment, Ling's heart is not quiet up again, because she could not, reluctant to pay at all this love to end this way . So muster all her courage, bought a ticket, he did not leave any contact situation, and come alone to another city.
arrived in Xi'an, is already close to midnight . how to do it? at the moment, the fear around huge ling. She's holding a luggage bag tightly, and slowly out of the train station, you can visit a place to stay. Finally, she found, one can watch videos all night place. At the moment, she could not imagine anything bad there, and just want to finally have a place to shelter, so she bought a ticket, quietly, quietly, hiding in the video room a corner, looking forward to the day of the dawn ... ...
light when Ling slowly dragged his exhausted body out of the the video room, now how do? in her hands,UGG bailey button, only learn from him The company's name. So she dragged luggage, the most prosperous in the street in Xi'an, slowly looking up. fatigue and hunger had nothing, and my heart just need to see the kind of desire and excitement of his .
days of sight pity, Ling turned in a street when they finally saw their company's stores, and now she was so happy Oh, well excited, we can immediately see him, They have not seen for two years, and would be what kind of situation? he happy? he will be surprised with the unexpected you?
carefully through the door to ask this person when there She is afraid, she was afraid of disappointment. Fortunately, he was really here, so she waited for him outside their hostel after work, waiting to see him.
finally, do not know how long, He came out. and now she really want him to give her a hug Oh! but he was pale, in the quarters. cold, light, not the joy of reunion, the year in his eyes can not see the shadow of love. She is a wish he could stay after to tell the other Acacia ah! helpless, helpless, helpless again .
he had with her the day after, the result is disappointing. ling is strong, brave. have come to Xi'an, it must go to Terra Cotta Warriors, the Qinling Mountains and other places to see. So, she A man sitting got to visit the scenic spot.
the terracotta warriors and horses, she looked at the great miracle, and thought that if his side is very nice! in the Qinling Mountains, she is also thinking He, watching the picturesque scenery, but no trace of joy. That is what kind of mood ah. In this wonder of the world above, Ling made the final decision.
a man alone The swim after the famous scenic spots in Xi'an, Ling returned to him. What is the use? already have changed it! in mind, what is the use? heart is gone! then how kind it can not be reconciled? people is no longer yours!
people always in the experience of growing up into!
love when we do not know how to love! as share do not know, there is also pure, and no impurities. just let it gone with the wind it! who can not who can not leave the life, the way feelings can not be plain sailing. because the rough, so cherish.
Postscript: In the years after the recall these things, really makes my heart feel good. Here write memories, dialogue has also been important the details unimportant. experience is a beauty! we all should cherish everything we have! not lost before it is too!
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